I would wake up each morning and finding myself dependent on what would I have to read on the screen of my cellphone.. If the first message from HER would be a good one, then, I'll start a good day, if not then, that's an iteration of day wasted... My interactions to other people however, is self-sustaining. But whenever it happens, I still think I'm still the luckiest person alive, because I'm in love. I've lost all my reasoning, by loving. I'm weak, I'm stiff. Still, I'm stubborn. I know.
Everyday my mind goes through a lot.
I've got every pain you can subdue in an everyday torture machine you got. But it didn't manage to attach and process it all at once, that would be general suicide. My favorite would be emotional. It's like I feed into it, that I forget how to live life without it. I've thrown away seeing the happy side, oblivious to that I found happiness on the other side. But I hope that I can prolonged it, cause I think if I would only find pain and null happiness I think we'll be BOTH subjected to some nothingness, that I don't want to happen.
If I hear screech, it's a signal that I'll stay.
Disclaimer
- I hate to say this but you don't have any rights of commenting because I said so (ok, so you can) and because this is my damn blog of how I suck at life. If you still don't understand what you are reading I suggest you get the hell out of here. Yeah this is how I entertain guest. And all you have read is just a mere joke, no joke.